Cause I'm worth it

Sun, Sep 11, 2011 at 4:18 AM By: cacabutt

I've decided to go back on my depression and anxiety meds, I don't wanna have to take any meds but what's needed is what's needed. I just want myself, all of me, my full potential, when I drink it makes it worse half the time, sometimes really bad and I lose myself, become someone I'm not. I get really depressed for a lot of reasons including things in the past, it's not helping my talents, it's not helping my dream come true, a lot of the reason I am depressed is that my dream isn't happening so I need to fix it cause I know the depression isn't going to help that happen. I'm worth a lot in music, friendship, love, and this dreariness messes with those things. I just wanna be up on that korn stage and do it proper, I wanna kill it hard and have everyone feel it, wanna get out all this shit in me, have everyone get it out of them, leave hella sweaty and rocked, satisfied like the best sex. I know I can do it best, the way they do, I know it's what I'm made for.

  1. cdu avatar

    On Sun, Feb 12, 2012 at 6:19 PM, cdu said:

    Hope you are doing well.

  2. fearisaplacetolive avatar

    On Mon, Nov 28, 2011 at 2:52 PM, fearisaplacetolive said:

    I know where your coming from, I suffer from depression myself and I know how it feels, I really want to become a published writer and sometimes I think my dream will not come true with all of this shit stuck inside.
    You are a strong person to want to push forward and there for you will.

  3. raven avatar

    On Sat, Sep 24, 2011 at 11:34 PM, raven said:

    power through and, yes, KEEP THEM KORN FINGERS BLAZIN'

  4. Bene Gesserit avatar

    On Sun, Sep 11, 2011 at 11:34 PM, Bene Gesserit said:

    I'm glad to hear your going to take control of your depression. Stay strong and keep your fire for korn blazing bright!

  5. That one kid named LOLA :) avatar

    On Sun, Sep 11, 2011 at 5:48 PM, That one kid named LOLA :) said:

    cacabutt, you are an amazing musician and i know you would kill it on the stage, lucky for you have a possible dream because you are fecking good, and i know how you feel i hate taking my depression pills cuz they make me someone i dont like but i have to take them cuz for 1 my mom makes me and 2 cuz they keep me focused on my school, and my poems/songs. so just keep in mind you're amazing and believe it or not the pills sorta help :)

  6. ~ HeMi ~ avatar

    On Sun, Sep 11, 2011 at 4:00 PM, ~ HeMi ~ said:

    fLY sTrOng Mr CacAbUtt O_o xx

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