Nothing works out the way it's supposed to.

Tue, Sep 13, 2011 at 3:05 AM By: Fairynuff1979

Do you ever wake up and realise that your life is not how it should have turned out? That things would have been totally different if you'd chosen path A instead of path B?

How do you reconcile the things that didn't go right? Is there any possibility to do that?

I love my friends and I love my family but I swear sometimes I would like to bugger off to a wee island somewhere and never see anyone ever again. (I would of course keep my Korn membership and have broadband installed on my island so that I could still rant)

Nothing can take away the painful regrets of my life and nothing can change them or fix them but one day I hope to look in the mirror and not hate the person staring back at me.

  1. Fairynuff1979 avatar

    On Thu, Sep 15, 2011 at 4:33 AM, Fairynuff1979 said:

    Thanks for the comments guys. You're all gems!!! It's taken me a very long time to finally be true to myself. I'm in a job I love and I'm moving to get away from all the negative influence in my life. I realised about a year ago that I couldn't remain close to people who brought negativity into my life. They are my family but how long do you put up with that in your life???? I need to get away to be true to my own feelings and to get my life back on track. I do love them (my family) but I can't stand the bitching, backstabbing and manipulation. I have always done things the way my family wanted them to be done. I have now, thankfully, developed a back bone and finally said NO. It's feels really good to be able to say just because you don't agree with my life doesn't make it wrong.

    It still doesn't stop my regrets over decisions I made before and it doesn't stop me hating myself for those decisions. At least now if I make the wrong choice it will have been MY choice and not someone else's.

    Love you guys xxx

  2. pfloydmaster avatar

    On Wed, Sep 14, 2011 at 5:10 PM, pfloydmaster said:

    I have yet to have things work out the way I want them too...still hanging in there tho. Like Tammie said, be true to yourself cuz "you" are the most important person in the world to you.

  3. Tammie avatar

    On Tue, Sep 13, 2011 at 11:41 AM, Tammie said:

    Be true to yourself and love you. Be you. That's all you can do. Life is an ongoing lesson. We have to make mistakes to grow. :) Now that I've sounded like a froot loop...CHEERS!!

  4. shadowgrimm avatar

    On Tue, Sep 13, 2011 at 8:52 AM, shadowgrimm said:

    Life's short

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