Jonathan Davis...Seemed he heard my pain
I always thought that Korn's music is some special but I never was fun of this one. But once Korn became part of my life.
I`m a model.And I have to looks happy wherever what I really feel. Sometimes it is very difficult - You have to smile but you wanna scream because of the pain that you hold within yourself. Last Year was a very hard time for me. I had problems in my private life.I could not to work, to smile through the force. And the only person who happened to be near with me in this moment was Jonathan Davis.He did screaming to in headphones on my player "what a F...k!!!" Such real emotion and genuine pain...!!! Seemed he heard my pain...And I decided to look at eyes of man who screaming for me when I can`t to do it. That is why I`m here. That is why I love Korn.
And about Jonathan Davis. New album of Korn was like shock for me. In every song I did find absolutely accurate what I felt during some last years.I trying to understand what happened in the soul of this man when he wrote those lyrics. I think..his soul is very deep.This is evident in soul`s reflection - in the eyes wich very deep also. He is not an idol, not God for me. He is perfect example of how to be a real alive person. I don`t know is he. And I don`t want to know. All what I need I see in his lyrics, his emotions, in his eyes...