This shit right here is 4 u

Tue, Jun 12, 2012 at 4:27 AM By: LiFeiSpEaChY123

Hi all! I hope you enjoyed my last blog because it truly came from the heart. Words and emotions are hard to show while I sit behind a computer, typing away about how much I truly love a band. I begged and pleaded with God to give me the opportunity to meet this band, so that I can tell them what they have done to my life. They have gotten me through my parent's divorce, through torture at school, heart breaks, and even sometimes thinking of suicide. People don't understand how a band could help someone get through torment, and to be honest it is very difficult to explain. You almost feel loved by this band, and wanted. All I ever truly needed was,well, to be wanted. To feel like I have a spot on this planet, and can make a difference. Instead, I believed I was one of these poor souls without a purpose on this world. I still feel like that sometimes to this day, and unfortunately the anxiety and pain have not gone away. If anything, it has gotten so much worse over the years. When I am really down, I read some of Jonathan's quotes or watch him in interviews. It helps me cope with the fact that there are people out there who suffer from the same thing that I do. It's so humbling knowing that someone goes through my pain every single day (and I am not saying that in a bad way). I think that is why I grew such an attachment to this band, and especially to Jonathan Davis.

Jonathan, you forever have my heart. I will always stand behind KoRn ...

  1. LiFeiSpEaChY123 avatar

    On Wed, Jun 13, 2012 at 5:13 AM, LiFeiSpEaChY123 said:

    I'm so sorry to hear that sistah. I'm happy that KoRn is ur get away!

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    On Tue, Jun 12, 2012 at 10:28 PM, KoRnismyO2 said:

    I listen to KoRn when I'm happy, when I'm mad or when I'm sad :) I listened to KoRn this morning on the way to a friends funeral and it helped me until I got there. From then I just kept it playing in my head to keep my mind elsewhere...

  3. LiFeiSpEaChY123 avatar

    On Tue, Jun 12, 2012 at 3:39 PM, LiFeiSpEaChY123 said:

    amen to that! they are my get away when things get tough!

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    On Tue, Jun 12, 2012 at 1:40 PM, Figure09 said:

    its so amazin how korn (especially jon) can get ppl thru pain. jeez when i have a rough day listnin to korn rlly does make it all fade away,.....its so weird,.....

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