1..2...3 AND I COME WITH THE WICKED...
I woke up this morning feeling so nervous, so worried. I don't know why my brain chemistry changes over night. I was doing okay yesterday, nothing really seemed to bother me. Then the morning comes, and my stomach is in knots. Has anyone ever felt this before? Sometimes I feel like there is something seriously wrong with me. When I tell people that I don't feel good, they just seem to ignore it. A few months ago, I was extremely sick. I was at the doctors every other day. Finally, they told me that I had something called 'Pertussis" aka WHOOPING COUGH. How the fuck could I get whooping cough? Ever since then I haven't felt the same. I've been to so many doctors over the years, and they are all a bunch of incompetent jerk-offs looking to make a buck. I was told I had cancer for FUCK SAKE! I was 13-14 years old! Then my mother gets a call back telling her "OH, I am so sorry we were mistaken." How could you do that to a human being? How would you like it if I called your parents and told them, "Um, your daughter has cancer and needs to be treated." Without any sort of tests being done. UGH! ANYWAY, back to what I was talking about...I don't really know what else to do! I just try to ignore it and go about my life. I have noticed that I feel very stressed and nervous when I am at my job. I think that it's too much for me to handle, even though I should be thankful that I have a job. I need to move on to the next chapter in my life, and being an independent 23 year old girl. We shall see what the future holds for me.
On another note, I am truly excited to get my tattoos finished. I cannot tell you how many people talk shit when I go shopping or even when I am outdoors. We live in 2012 where tattoos are more accepted, yet you still have these old school fucks that still talk shit. I had some fucking moron the other day look at my neck that says "LIFE IS PEACHY" (WE ALL KNOW WHERE THAT TATTOO CAME FROM *COUGH KORN COUGH*) and he had the balls to say to me, "WHAT HAPPENS IF LIFE IS APPLES OR PLUMS." I gave him a death look, like who the fuck are you to ask me about my tattoo? I have tons of tattoos, and none of them are ANYBODY'S fucking business to be quite honest. I get them because they have a lot of meaning to me, and reminders to myself!
Ok, well I feel a LITTLE better now! Comment people! I love to talk to fellow KoRn fanatics !