Calling you JD here and now, seems to informal, interpersonal, I desire to address you with the utmost respect because I need to bleed my heart out to you- I love you so much.
I realize my love for you is not any higher than any other fan nor is the gratefulness I feel that you exist any higher, but I feel is different is the way you have touched my life, which I am not going to allow myself to go into the emotional spillage of all that. I am looking so forward to seeing you-koRn again in August, and the beauty is I will be meth free this time around! :)
A dream soon to come true; however, my fantasy may not come true, you spotting me in the crowd of fans, giving me your smile and kindly raising your middle finger at me. My interpretation, A moth turned butterfly, but to the world 'fuck you.'
Twisted I know, but its my own fantasy, like hope, I own it and make it my own :)