fearisaplacetolive’s blog

  1. Emotional

    Mon, Jan 21, 2013 at 6:33 AM 4 Comments

    As I sit alone with my own thoughts to hear. I see nothing but darkness and grey like on a cloudy day. It is sunny out but I still feel the same. My very own cloudy day for only me to see. I feel alone even with others, I feel like I'm sinking into cement as to fade away. How can I speak when, my words do not come out right. I feel like I am having a emontional day. I...


    Sat, Aug 11, 2012 at 1:33 PM 0 Comments

    From the album 'PATH OF TOTALITY'. My wall is the song that I connect with the most. It expresses bullying and how it can bring our self esteam,break our conifdance and so on. It also expresses aways to deal with it. My Wall I believe it stands for A protection Sheild but than others try to break your wall down all because their having a bad day and figures that you should be having a bad with...

  3. My love for korn will never die

    Tue, Aug 7, 2012 at 5:25 PM 3 Comments

    Whatever korn does I will still support them because thats what fans do korn has saved me from people and from myself as well. Korn's newist album PATH OF TOTALITY is all dubstep and not really my thing but somhow korn made it work, I honeslty can't get enough, I can listen to that album alone all day long and of course their older stuff as well. I do listen to korn for about ten or more hours...


    Tue, Feb 21, 2012 at 6:25 PM 2 Comments

    I am trying to find songs that reflect how I feel aright now, I have hard time to explain my emotions and feelings. I do like to let people know how I feel it's hard to discribe how I feel within, so I show my feelings through music that I really love and can sing really good to, because i'm letting it go in a different and healthy way. I love how it does releaf stress and helps clear's your...


    Mon, Feb 20, 2012 at 11:25 PM 2 Comments

    BROKEN How can you be a good mother when you weren't one with me, I was your slave, baby sitting all the time. I had no time to be a kid doing what kids are going to do. You left me here alone you shattered my soul you fucked up my mind you left me Broken inside just broken inside. All I ever wanted was to be understood and be loved by you. But you were to busy getting...

  6. A CHANT

    Sun, Feb 19, 2012 at 7:43 PM 4 Comments

    Fall onto me and let me be your guide, you will be safe this I asure you. Come with me and you will see your true destiney just follow me on this path to see for yourself. Do not astray away from the path your on,it's the path that was chosen for you, there is a resaon why you do not drift. Many of people made the choice to astray from their true destiney and they are no more, the darkness...

  7. Sometimes I think of how people are these days and it just makes me sad and angry because off how others are treating one another, what is the purpose its only going to hurt them in the end. But people how are like that do not realize that they are going down a dark and lonely road nothing but their regret and guilt to hold on too, will turn their heart into cole and turns your soul cold....


    Tue, Nov 8, 2011 at 11:54 AM 2 Comments

    Look around and tell me what you see, can you see the pain and suffereing of another humanbein or are you just that self-involed to notice someone crying and calling out for help, but you seem to just walk on by without a second look. This world has enough problems on its own, why do you feel the need to ingore all those around you and take things from them that you want, aren't you...


    Thu, Nov 3, 2011 at 4:53 AM 3 Comments

    Most people think it's the music that pervoke school shootings and other crimes they can come up with. Metal hard rock and death metal gets blamed first. I know it can sound angry and full of hatred, however once you get that hate out in a possitive while listening to your faveroit metal band than it is good for the soul. However some people do take the music to a dark place and of course...

  10. Beauty

    Mon, Oct 31, 2011 at 12:20 AM 2 Comments

    Beauty is what a person holds and not just the looks but also what lyes in the heart, how he or she treats another. If you are a person with good intentions and an undying love in your heart, personality and sense of humor is what makes one truely beautifull. Also beauty is how we treat others and how we treat ourselfs. Inner beauty is important, it's just a shame most folks ignore that part of...


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