unhappiness a loaded gun


pull the trigger


watch me run


disappear


take off


flee


live this life


finally for me


unravel the noose


around my mind


take me away


from thoughts unkind


selflessness is too aloof


hide inside


every bit of truth


wasting away


a bit more each day


these words I could never speak


flowing out


they'd make me weak


no, to you I will never tell


this life I live


is constant hell