ocean of fears

Ocean of fears
I cover my ears
I cover my eyes
I don’t want to hear
I don’t want to see
Hidden voices inside
Bloody tracks on the sand
I follow them all the time
But walk around finding myself
In the same place again and again
Am I lost?
Is there a way out of this hell?


I believe I’m cursed
Not able to run away
I’m stuck for life in myself


My personal hell
I could have bared it
If there was hot not cold like that
My personal hell
You could have thought
There should be flames not ice and snow
My personal hell


Ocean of tears
I follow my fears
I follow my tracks
I scream out aloud
I keep closing my eyes
To drown out these hidden voices inside
To walk blind rather than follow these tracks
But I cannot break this path
I guess that’s a mind trap
A vicious circle of my life
Am I lost?
Is there way out of this paradise?


I believe I’m cursed
Not able to run away
I’m stuck for life in myself


My personal hell
I could have bared it
If there was hot not cold like that
My personal hell
You could have thought
There should be flames not ice and snow
My personal hell


I believe I’m cursed
(Stuck in between angels and demons fight)
Not able to run away
(all the doors are locked and I don’t have a key)
I’m stuck for life in myself
(I’m so pathetic and lame crying over myself)
This is me
This is ME
I am this wasted man
Alone, alone again


My personal hell (iced hell)
I could have bared it
If there was hot not cold like that
My personal hell (I can’t even burn)
You could have thought
There should be flames not ice and snow
My personal hell (a place I created myself)