It's so annoying! James and I used to be such good friends and we used to be so close. At some point we liked each other but then something happen and for some period of time we didn't talk at all. We had few fights and so on. We never went out but we were never real friends either. Every time I tried to get closer to him he put up this wall between us and he started distancing himself from me.

Now, I'm literally friends with all of his friends. Everyone, but him. I tried everything to move on. I wasn't talking to him for about 3 months now, I'm still not talking to him, I blocked him on my Facebook and deleted his number so I wouldn't be tempted to contact him but I still feel something for him. This is like the worst bloody nightmare! I even went out with a guy that I thought I liked but then I had to break up with him and break his heart (not proud of that one), only because I still felt something for James. Honestly, is there something wrong with me?