So I'm a Loser who fucking cares!

Tue, Jul 17, 2012 at 4:49 PM By: JonDavisSavedMe

Have you ever looked in the mirror and saw so much INSANE looking back at you that it scared you? Lately I've been facing that EVERY DAY. For example I chose to create an account on here not only because I'm a CRAZY huge fan of KoRn but also because I highly doubt theres any chance of running into anyone I know! I am so anti-social that I can only have friends that I don't have to have a responsibility towards! But also think of it this way my school was so small that I got most daring senior superlative for being open about my sexuality and religious differences ROFL YEAH. Of course we're all different people in high school and I was way more daring and 100 times more social back then. Now I just want to hide, not to mention there are NOOOOOOOO people like me to be found! I am so surrounded by jacked up pick up trucks, blaring country music and chewing tobacco I could drown in this sea of anti-diversity! I think that, and the hallucinations I have, are the main cause of my problem! I desperately need a friend to blare KoRn with while we make fun of the Christian sub-culture children while pounding liquor on our way to a metal bar! FUCK I miss my friends!!!!!
Instead I live my life through Jonathan's lyrics, KoRn's sound...the screaming hatred and anger and PRETEND that life will get better. That one day I'll find myself with a million friends again and I'll be happy and normal....that someone will want to be around me without wanting something out of me other than friendship! Oh the bleeding heart dreamers we can be right?

  1. MindFreakOnALeashBlakelyRachelle avatar

    On Fri, Nov 30, 2012 at 3:02 PM, MindFreakOnALeashBlakelyRachelle said:

    lol, i go to school with a bunch of racist hypocritical christian rednecks, i can definitely relate XD, don't get me wrong, their not all bad, but defininitely not my kind of crowd.....

  2. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Wed, Jul 18, 2012 at 12:26 AM, RUBENRCKS said:

    hahaha i m in mexico.... & so isolated ... nobody even speak english.... except for the couple of mormons walking down the st sometimes...u should see what i have to cope up with.... i relate.... still find my way to be open minded, check ministry... industial music going into... country... wow im waiting.. i hope i wont b dissapointed, dont feel so bad u just out of place... birds of the same feather flock together u'll find your flock or your flock will find u!!!

  3. ZackaryVS avatar

    On Tue, Jul 17, 2012 at 9:10 PM, ZackaryVS said:

    BTW I live in Idaho so I know how you feel, although there are still some cool people here.

  4. ZackaryVS avatar

    On Tue, Jul 17, 2012 at 9:09 PM, ZackaryVS said:

    I hate (most) rednecks.

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