Fucked Before I Begin

Wed, May 16, 2012 at 2:32 PM By: d1rtytr@sh

Life is an over rated bitch
there's no way out of it
fight for freedom, fight for nothing
it's not the world that's fucked
it's everyone that's in it

someday we'll die
not anywhere near here
someday we'll leave
no one will know why
most days we cry
about how we all wanna die
do I even wanna live
fucked before I begin

the death eats away at me too
nothing anyone can do

walking the thin line
like I’ve always done before
I act like I’ve been there
but I don't know what it's like
I can tell you this right now
I’ve never really lived
nothing is what's been there
I’ve been ready for death
since I’ve been here

fucked before I begin
here I thought I had a chance
I thought I had a place
wake up and find out I'll be gone
dead without a trace

the world will keep spinning
Won't even be here
the world will keep dying
to keep living in fear
It's hard to even begin
When I'm fucked before
I even begin
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I just wrote this about a half an hour ago. No revision. This is a rough draft. Thanks for reading, insulting, rejecting it or not. Intelligent constructive criticism is very much appreciated. :)

  1. d1rtytr@sh avatar

    On Sun, Jul 1, 2012 at 8:58 AM, d1rtytr@sh said:

    That is so true. What a fucked up world we all live in.

  2. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Sat, Jun 23, 2012 at 1:23 AM, RUBENRCKS said:

    and money is inmortal....

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