n30n01’s blog

  1. Live Life

    Sun, Jul 17, 2011 at 7:35 PM 3 Comments

    my last blog, i have to apologize for it. I shouldnt of said all of that shit and made some worry. i do feel loved tho, it's nice seein other ppl care about how fucked up you are in life and it makes me want to strive for more...life. life isnt worth livin unless you truly LIVE it. live like you were dyin. that's a country tune that my hubby loves, and it's true. im not big on country,...

  2. Thinking Out Loud

    Tue, Jul 12, 2011 at 5:42 PM 4 Comments

    It's been mad crazy lately, my life is an uphill struggle all of the time it seems. My job is a blessing but it can be so tedious and difficult. Not only that, having these chest pains have been really worrying me lately. Haven't went to the hospital or the Dr.'s yet, haven't really had the time. Plus, I have carpal tunnel but it's not as bad as my foot swelling up like a damn balloon. I'm...

  3. It's So Good

    Sun, Jul 3, 2011 at 12:02 PM 8 Comments

    to be addicted to this site instead of drugs. Thanks KoRN! :)

  4. Happy 4th everybody!

    Sat, Jul 2, 2011 at 8:36 PM 5 Comments

    Be safe.

  5. Put To Death

    Sat, Jul 2, 2011 at 1:37 AM 2 Comments

    On the brink of fulfillment Gathering in the place of self destruction Cooperation in this place wearing thin Into a place where there’s no judgment Snippet a little bit deeper Stab it open discover it seeping Crowded masses of sliced arteries Can’t expel from disfigurement Treasure suffocation of the drowning angels Isolate ages of the ancient ones Seethe the...

  6. Is There Anyone Out There?

    Sat, Jul 2, 2011 at 12:39 AM 4 Comments

    I am having problems with communication. I don't understand what it is, I just seem to want to keep everything locked away deep inside of me, for nobody to ever find. It's not my greatest quality in the world, I think it just might be that I'm so fucking shy that it seems to get in the way of things. I'm trying to get better about it, I am. But, it's just not all that easy for me to make...

  7. Favorite Quotes

    Tue, Jun 28, 2011 at 5:29 PM 3 Comments

    My favorite.... "When I listen to music, I don't want to hear about flowers. I like death and destruction." - Jonathan Davis

  8. Footsteps

    Tue, Jun 28, 2011 at 4:23 PM 0 Comments

    This song gives me a lot of memories from back in the 90's..it just popped into my head a little bit ago so I decided to be weird and blog it. ____________________________________ Don't even think about reachin' me...I won't be home. Don't even think about stoppin' by. Don't think of me at all. I did what I had to do. If there was a reason, it was you. Don't even think about...

  9. I'm the One

    Tue, Jun 28, 2011 at 4:17 PM 1 Comments

    I'm the one that hurt you I'm the one who cares I'm the one looking down at you I'm the one who's there What do you think I've become? What do you think I've become? I'm the one looking down on you Where do you go when no one's there, When no one's there... This little song says so much, I have Live on the Other Side, one of my favorite dvd's by them. This song...

  10. Secret

    Mon, Jun 27, 2011 at 8:17 PM 2 Comments

    This is the secret of a lifetime, This is my mind going out, I wanted this world to leave And it left me more than you. Secrets like this shouldn't be hidden, It's lost again and I don't want to find it. and I'm searching again, this mind is gone. Doesn't matter, I left before this came out. Didn't you know that I was one step ahead of you all? Can't you tell that this...