Am I loosing it?
STRONG!!! that was the word that best described me. I'm a separated chick who had to make the decision of becoming a single parent do to well...shit happens.
I'm not gonna be the first or last person in these shoes, but lately i'ts been different specially since I experienced my first anxiety attack! (I felt like i was gonna die)
I feel like giving up. So, for some reason I turn back my head to Korn my fave rock band. popped my fave CD (i know i know old school) Path of Totality track number 4 Narcissistic Cannibal! This song couldn't describe me any better. That's exactly how i feel. Now I wonder if I've reached my limit, am I becoming weak? did I give everything I had? I'm I going "loco" , am I going to a crisis? WTF is going on with me I used to be normal, fearless, strong as iron... now i feel like another worthless soul among the crowd. where, who, what's my answer? I have three reasons why i must fix myself. With that said I'm off to drink a chamomile tea! Ciao!