I'm still here

Mon, Aug 4, 2014 at 9:51 AM By: Kar7a

Well What i always thought that would eventually happen but didn't really think it'll happen did happened. Now i sit and think how do i start fresh? It is unacceptable/impossible to continue your life the same way after a "hurricane" swings by and leaves recklessness. Now i find myself with different options to start volume 2 in my life. Volume 1 was only good for 10 years. Ok enough with figures of speech. Back to decisions to start again, do i choose with my surprisingly warm heart or with a senseless cold mind? Either way i'm afraid i'll say "i wish i did it the other way maybe it would have worked better" how do you know if what feels right or wrong is the best. *sipping on coffee*

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    On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 1:02 PM, Kar7a said:

    Alongwaydown i have to agree with you. Is just weird how everyone thinks your life is well put together after such storm but you feel totally opposite. The debate continues LOL
    good day Boy!

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    On Wed, Aug 20, 2014 at 12:54 PM, Kar7a said:

    Thanks Kandykorn24. Sad to say yes someone lost a life. With that being said life is indeed short and it gets shorted by the day. Thank you for your comforting spill is much appretiated.

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    On Fri, Aug 8, 2014 at 1:13 PM, KandyKorn24 said:

    Would of, Should of, Could of's! Oh boy, the relentless merry go round of life! I am so sorry to hear about your horrific ordeal! I truly hope that no one was hurt! With the decisions to be made, why not go about it with a little bit of ALL of the above you mentioned. Warm Heart, some chilliness in the mind is good. But there is 1 part that is the most important of ALL! YOU! Decide what makes YOU happy and go from there! Life is way too short. A lot of us spend a ridiculous amount of time and energy on people and things. That has Always been my down fall. Doing too much for other people and getting used! Sometimes, it just takes baby steps! Take care, please. Sorry again to hear of the hurricane!

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    On Thu, Aug 7, 2014 at 2:25 PM, Kaji said:

    Oops, meant to say "right or wrong." I'm a clever boy...

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    On Thu, Aug 7, 2014 at 3:58 AM, Kaji said:

    Your post really hit the spot. "How do you know if what feels write or wrong is best" indeed! I don't think anyone can really know. Not to get all philosophical, but morals and right-and-wrong are arbitrary, promulgated social norms. If I had a dollar for every time I've said "I wish I did things different," I'd be driving a Bugatti. I'm happy that I can at least question myself. Too much success and I'd probably only learn to repeat things.

    Just my two cents.


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