*nods* "Yeah, I listen to korn.. Makes me feel good"

Mon, Nov 14, 2011 at 12:34 PM By: Kelleaf

Aside from just korn.
I've noticed.
That a lot of metal has to deal with letting things go.
It may always be within us,
but metal is like a numbing needle.
Music, itself, is a numbing needle.
Then there's healing.

I grew up in a place where people
constantly asked
"Are you a devil worshiper?"
and I thought to myself
'If I were to worship something as stupid as the devel
why wouldn't I worship something as stupid as god
haha'
(Ofcourse I believe in a higher power now,
but that'smy own thing)

People just couldn't understand
that I was hurting, very bad.
Music saved my life.
Hate to sound so dramatic.

I used to be pissed off at people
who wouldn't stop and stand to
well, understand.

Then I realized.
Trying very hard to look through
other peoples eyes.
It's not that they won't
it's that they can't
sympathize.
Because for some reason or another,
and there are many reasons,
because,well.......
in my case, they have things
they can't face themselves.
They can't, or else they will break.
I don't like to see a broken person.

SO my point
Respects to everyone who does something
to help another person.

Instead of being a hypocrite
crying about how people can't understand
us.
Maybe we can eventually grow up
and understand
them.

Don't get me wrong.
Emotions will be emotions.
That's okay.
We're human.

I also want to speak up
for the demonized metal heads.
(and others if you relate)
We're free
to speak our minds.
We're free
because we looked in the mirror
We're free
Because we accecpted all the shit
and good we've done.
We're free.
To live out lives because we chose to
take a chance to heal out scars.
Scars all different shapes and sizes.

Some people
will never be free
which is sad.
They won't/can't face themsleves.
That's why I say
understand them.
Because they don't understand
themselves.
and let it be.
Pity the foo'

Music, art, poetry
anything that helps a person.

I say my words
with my heart.

Never stop standing up for yourselves
er'body!

(My point is only for those who relate
so if you don't relate,
please state out your opinion or not
just remember
there's no need to throw a fit.
Because it's written for those who relate anyways lol)

Much love
-Kelleaf

  1. Kelleaf avatar

    On Wed, Nov 23, 2011 at 12:47 AM, Kelleaf said:

    exactly ^_^

  2. Kelleaf avatar

    On Wed, Nov 23, 2011 at 12:47 AM, Kelleaf said:

    exactly ^_^

  3. Yoki avatar

    On Mon, Nov 21, 2011 at 10:04 AM, Yoki said:

    RESPECT ;)

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