Bout to Rant

Thu, Aug 23, 2012 at 4:16 PM By: kornhivgurl

Yup I'm a let it all out here on I can only keep so much inside. I've seen many people go through this crap. Told myself that I'm not ever going through it my husband would never ever cheat on me I've remained faithful to him for the past 4 1/2 years. When did things go wrong? I don't even know I gave him my all he made me lose myself in him. Yes he cheated on me yes he told me lies yes he abused me yes he deceived me like no other. I've forgiven him for all the shit he put me through he was a good guy back then. Now I see he has changed for the worst, you can't refall in love that quick its only been a month. I pray for him I know he don't give a fuck about me that's okay cause I won't step down to that level. I'm a heal my heart. Ima be better.

  1. SAFLove avatar

    On Mon, Aug 19, 2013 at 10:54 PM, SAFLove said:

    wow if we learned to love no one would leave their first love.....i feel this writing alot..your great..even that you say you pray..that is great..pryaer is communication to the unknown spirit the god of heaven..he shal hear.. but spiritual guidance sure helps our lives. bringin in purpose for what we have..and alot of people miss that love has differnt levels..and if someone is not on these levels they will abuse..misuuse..not care and destroy a life.

  2. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 6:17 PM, RUBENRCKS said:

    i guess it is not a matter of forgiveness... is the lost trust, lost confidence and all the load it carries within, i dont know either, like learning to live with it ,not fair

  3. avangardeify avatar

    On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 7:08 AM, avangardeify said:

    Shit :( I don't know if I could forgive. But I wish you all the best girl, you deserve it.

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    On Thu, Aug 23, 2012 at 9:41 PM, RUBENRCKS said:

    may all the forces from the universe from heaven and hell protect me from temptations, i will never hurt my mate in any way, not even out of her sight not even in my thinking no way !!!!

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