Jose Miguel Salinas

Sat, Apr 12, 2014 at 10:09 PM By: kornhivgurl

My dear husband for 4 years I'm in pain I'm at lost I miss you I want to wake up and say it was a nightmare . I'm torn apart how will I tell our son that you are gone? Daddy is in heaven I can't stop crying I won't stop crying my body shakes I want to throw up everywhere. I'm disgusted by how somehow can just murder someone & take him away. He wouldn't harm no one ever he was harmless!! He's my child's father!! Please talk to me in my dreams tell me I'm a make it through!!! I just want to hold you one more time and tell you I love you. I want you to hold your son and see him shine! We were suppose to be parenting together damn it!!! You promised me my son would have us both :( please Miguel !!! Just please show me a sign that you are still here with us watching me raise him.. I love you my skittles I miss you! I know from now on I'll look up in the sky and talk to you.....this is killing me

  1. Faust avatar

    On Sat, May 3, 2014 at 11:19 PM, Faust said:

    That is so terrible that this happened. I have never gone through that kind of pain, but it is one of my greatest fears.
    Keep in mind that he can see you, and he would not want to see you in pain. He is living in paradise and would not want to see you sad, and he would want you to stay strong not only for yourself, but for your son that part of him continues to live through.

  2. 604 E. Killa avatar

    On Mon, Apr 21, 2014 at 8:08 PM, 604 E. Killa said:

    I am so sorry for your loss miss ma'am.

  3. euphorious avatar

    On Sat, Apr 19, 2014 at 5:36 PM, euphorious said:

    Steph any luck finding thoses guys yst?

  4. ScReaMingShibA avatar

    On Mon, Apr 14, 2014 at 9:55 PM, ScReaMingShibA said:

    I am truly so sorry that you are going through this. It is the most disgusting thing to know that someone would do something like that. This world can be so cruel and evil. Please know that I pray that God will bless you and your son. Also know that your son is truly a gift and stay strong for him. Again, I am so sorry. God bless.

  5. sH3LLz avatar

    On Mon, Apr 14, 2014 at 11:54 AM, sH3LLz said:

    :( *hugs*

  6. avangardeify avatar

    On Mon, Apr 14, 2014 at 7:20 AM, avangardeify said:

    I'm so sorry, I think noone understands why such terrible things happen. This is so unfair. :( Please be strong for your son, my thoughts are with you.

  7. ALongWayDown avatar

    On Mon, Apr 14, 2014 at 3:30 AM, ALongWayDown said:

    That is awful! I am deeply sorry to hear about your loss, it is harrowing. My thoughts are with you and your family.

  8. MikeyD avatar

    On Sun, Apr 13, 2014 at 3:54 PM, MikeyD said:

    So, so, sorry to hear of your loss! I am here for you, honestly!
    I know you will be ok. Luv your son, his dad is in him! Help him become a decent man and you will see your husband again!

  9. Tammie avatar

    On Sun, Apr 13, 2014 at 12:10 PM, Tammie said:

    Stephanie, I am truly, deeply sorry this happened. Please know that I am praying for you, your son and all of your loved ones.

  10. KandyKorn24 avatar

    On Sat, Apr 12, 2014 at 11:39 PM, KandyKorn24 said:

    OMG! I am so sorry to hear that! I lost my husband 2 years ago and I miss him so dearly! We were the ULTIMATE SOULMATES! My husband didn't receive the proper treatment while the paramedics were there. Long story. . . I am so enraged on how life can be so easily taken. The most frustrating part is that I will never be able to touch him and kiss him and talk to him, EVER! Life is very uncertain and fragile. I cry everyday. I miss him so badly sometimes that my heart actually hurts! I truly hope that they catch the son of a bitch that did this to your Miguel. But you know, no amount of justice or anything will ever be good enough! And unfortunately, it won't bring him back either! It makes me sick to my stomach. Just take 1 day at a time (baby steps) Breathe. . . .I will tell you this...you are going to get annoyed by people who won't listen to you. It won't happen at first, but it most likely will happen. If you are anything like me, I am sure you have ALL kinds of stories to tell and the love you shared to be expressed. People don't listen and that is what we so desperately need. IS TO BE HEARD! Sweetie, I will be here for you. I WILL listen to what you have to say or not to say. I truly know what you are going thru. I was with Bob 17 years! We got married, then renewed our vows 4 times. The dates were ALL on the 24th, but different months. Please, try and take care of yourself and love your son whom you created with a wonderful man with ALL of your heart. I will friend request you, so we can converse. Only if you want too. You are in my prayers. Karol aka KandyKorn24

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