Two-faced Conniving Bitches

Thu, Aug 11, 2011 at 1:25 PM By: TimboSlice

It seems funny to me how fucked things can be. Every time I get ahead, I feel more dead.

Seems like no matter what you do, nobody can appreciate you being 'there' whether it be physical, emotional, or whatever. Instead, its all about themselves and what MORE you can do for them. I do my best to 'listen' to every person I come in contact with if they're a friend, family, or even a complete stranger and it has it's advantages and debt. As a good person and good friend, I believe the best thing you can do for someone is to listen and apprehend and not become judgemental. There is a huge difference between encouragement and contempt that most people don't seem to realize. "Oh, look at the homeless bum on the street! Haha!" - you don't know their story, so, why ridicule and make a mockery out of someone when they're [obviously] down? Does it make you happy? Save your breath for something more important.

I can't wait to rip my eyes out and look at you. Peace through pain is precious especially when its done by you.

People torture and lie to themselves more than ever! It's the 'cool' thing to do! Like, starting a family when you don't have the foundations. It does not surprise me one bit that single mothers are on the rise and its so fucking unfair to the kids - everyone is so worried about the fucking children and yet nobody worries about their broken homes?! But of course, its not their fault; its nobodies fault! Right?! I know a 29 year old father who thinks child support is enough to sustain his child's enthusiasm and blames the mother for not being able to attend to his own kid. If he put in the effort he would be there but its easier to blame the mother and pay the child support. As one saying goes; obvious bullshit is obvious! I don't waste my time helping selfish people out and that's true for this dad - I don't talk to him. If you're going to lie to yourself, what makes me think you're not going to lie and deceive me? I'm not looking to receive anything from anyone but I don't need liars in my life, its complicated enough. Lying is too easy, too cheap, and leads to dreadful conclusions. Its a big, fat-ass disease that gets worse and worse.

Always we're taking, waiting for signs....hollow life!

The worst thing about people, today, is desperation; fear of not being loved, not having this or that...when we should appreciate what we have and not take gratification. For example: a lot of folks start families in hope that it'll fill the void for whatever emptiness is inside; desperate attempt to stabilize a life. Or using drugs. Or drinking. It's all to fill a void. And it's pathetic as can be but we've grown accustomed to it and refuse to acknowledge.

  1. Josie avatar

    On Fri, Aug 12, 2011 at 12:39 PM, Josie said:

    I know exactly what you mean Tim. I've seen it time and time again. I hope that you can look back one day and know that what you have done in life was the best you could have done. That's all anyone can do. Taxing on the body, I know. As long as you know you have done right by others, that's all you can do. Some people don't want to be saved.

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    On Thu, Aug 11, 2011 at 5:57 PM, gia said:

    I agree tim, people are too busy with themselves to invest their time even in the ones they care for, and its sad.

    anyway what you said about the void inspired me to write a poem hehe so thx :) writing can feel the void...for a while

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    On Thu, Aug 11, 2011 at 5:51 PM, TimboSlice said:

    Thanks! I don't say this shit to make people think, 'Oh, look at Tim! He thinks hes better than everyone else' - I'm definitely NOT! I say this because I want people to understand and listen - thats all. Its rare people take the time to listen anymore because a lot of folks believe their life is busy and while that may be true, it should NEVER be 'busy' enough to not listen....unless you don't want friendships and/or relationships. Doesn't mean you have take time for the world but you ought to take time for the ones you care for.

  4. gia avatar

    On Thu, Aug 11, 2011 at 5:11 PM, gia said:

    or they just think it the end we are all alone with this void to live with...

    thank you too tim :) you are a wise guy btw

  5. TimboSlice avatar

    On Thu, Aug 11, 2011 at 4:03 PM, TimboSlice said: you too Gia! Thank you for being a good friend!

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    On Thu, Aug 11, 2011 at 4:02 PM, TimboSlice said:

    Don't know why but the comment cut-off...

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    On Thu, Aug 11, 2011 at 4:01 PM, TimboSlice said:

    I think people do their best to fill that 'void' and sometimes it works but most of the time it doesn't. What a psychologist will advise you to do, from personal experience, is how to cope with the void. Or people ask God for advice. Or music. But yeah, in the end its still never 100% complete.

  8. gia avatar

    On Thu, Aug 11, 2011 at 2:42 PM, gia said:

    those are words of wisdom tim, but what to do with that void inside? there is nothing that can fill it, nothing....

    loves ya tim

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