Lost!

Sat, Feb 2, 2013 at 8:57 PM By: Sunset_Tahoe

Sitting here watching the world pass by me... Everything I've had is gone. What have I done? To fill the emptiness inside, I let the liquor take me away to a place where I like to be. I am unhappy yet I'm still alive. Someone told me one day if I don't appreciate the life I have, then I should not live. No, no I don't. Yet, no one has taken that trigger to me and tell me that everything will be alright in the end. Pain filled inside, I drink and smoke this pain away to the point where I am numb. Nowhere to go, I stay in this solem place I call home. 8 1/2 months and I'm losing the one I love. Lost and losing more. I am dead inside. I have nothing left to give. Yet I still give even when I have nothing. I don't want to live, yet I don't feel like dying. My job is partially keeping me balanced. I just work to waste my money on things that are killing me inside. My body doesn't like it, nor does my brother. Looking around me... I'd give this all to you because I don't deserve what I have... I love you, please just take me away...

  1. jayjay avatar

    On Sun, Feb 3, 2013 at 6:49 AM, jayjay said:

    What the fuck dude???,do you think you would be happy when your dead? try some thing new,pick up a guitar,its the best thing,give you a month,or 2 & you be happy as a pig in shit man..bet yarrr..=)

  2. MindFreakOnALeashBlakelyRachelle avatar

    On Sat, Feb 2, 2013 at 9:06 PM, MindFreakOnALeashBlakelyRachelle said:

    :/ hang in there, listen to korn. musical therapy and all. dang im bad at this. don't worry jayjay or someone will come in and type a whole page and make ya feel better :)

    all us Korn Kids out there love ya, if that counts for somthin

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