Swinging Between Life and Death

Fri, Jun 21, 2013 at 6:09 PM By: Sunset_Tahoe

I am sorry for the absence of posts and being on Korn Chat. Not only has my anxiety kicked my ass, but my whole body just wants to kill itself. I was in the hospital recently with some mystery illness that "we may never know what happened".. Fuck. I am so done. I can't be living like this!! Sorry, I am exhausted and fed up with my own body coming up with reasons to fuck me up to the point of barely living.

April, freaking 9 pound fucking tumor that appalled the doctors because they didn't know how I was still even alive at that point.

June, fucking puked for ten days straight and the doctors deny that it had something to do with my surgery back in April. It had affected my diaphragm and stomach.. sooooo, it had to been have the surgery!

Sorry for such scrambled thoughts, my mind and body don't seem to cooperate with each other anymore.

I love you all and I hope you're enjoying yourselves and not being afraid of everything!!!!

After what happened recently, I can barely ride in a car anymore. FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!

I am trying to do better and my body just loves saying "fuck you", well fuck you too body.

  1. jayjay avatar

    On Sat, Jun 22, 2013 at 12:13 PM, jayjay said:

    You look after NO1, YOU, & hope you get well soon sister.xx=)

  2. Marlon RockoRner Cifuentes Lopez avatar

    On Sat, Jun 22, 2013 at 2:20 AM, Marlon RockoRner Cifuentes Lopez said:

    ooh! it sad to heard that but if you dont mine i hope youll be o.k.

  3. JPrice191 avatar

    On Fri, Jun 21, 2013 at 6:16 PM, JPrice191 said:

    start Exercising and you'll be ok!

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