Today I went to see my OBGYN to check me out. I've been having some "girly" issues in relation to my reproductive system. I found out today that I will no longer be able to have my own children genetically. This really sucks when I don't know who my ancestors are, and I do not have any siblings. I kind of wanted to keep my line going, but I guess that won't be happening. I will be having the surgery soon to remove the tumor that has effected my remaining ovary. I'll be on here more often after my surgery..
I am seriously buttfucked at this point because I've already spent three weeks out of work last month, and will spend about another here soon. I can't afford these days off, because I need the money for college classes in the fall. I am afraid I will not have the funds in time along with all of the other bills I have to pay..
Also this tumor that I currently have is growing way quicker than the other one did. This one grew in about 2-3 weeks and is almost the size of the last one, which was about 9 pounds...
I want to ask for help, but there's no one around I know of that will help me..
I feel like this is a sign for me to just give up..