Well Then...

Wed, Jul 24, 2013 at 1:14 PM By: Sunset_Tahoe

Today I went to see my OBGYN to check me out. I've been having some "girly" issues in relation to my reproductive system. I found out today that I will no longer be able to have my own children genetically. This really sucks when I don't know who my ancestors are, and I do not have any siblings. I kind of wanted to keep my line going, but I guess that won't be happening. I will be having the surgery soon to remove the tumor that has effected my remaining ovary. I'll be on here more often after my surgery..

I am seriously buttfucked at this point because I've already spent three weeks out of work last month, and will spend about another here soon. I can't afford these days off, because I need the money for college classes in the fall. I am afraid I will not have the funds in time along with all of the other bills I have to pay..

Also this tumor that I currently have is growing way quicker than the other one did. This one grew in about 2-3 weeks and is almost the size of the last one, which was about 9 pounds...

I want to ask for help, but there's no one around I know of that will help me..

I feel like this is a sign for me to just give up..

  1. kfan78 avatar

    On Fri, Jul 26, 2013 at 9:12 AM, kfan78 said:

    Don't lie down and give up! Talk to your doctor about lifestyle changes such as smoking, drinking, diet etc All women grow cysts at some point in their lives and others are more prone to them. There are different factors that can contribute to their growth if its not Cancer related such as diet, hormones etc. Once you pinpoint what is causing the rapid growth then the doctors can get you on a treatment plan that can slow down the growth long enough for you to conceive and have a child or stop it completely. I don't know enough about your situation and I'm not a medical expert but I hope this sheds some light on a solution.

    \m/Keep Bangin\m/ "hold on! Be Strong"- Korn

  2. jayjay avatar

    On Thu, Jul 25, 2013 at 3:41 PM, jayjay said:

    You are young & stranger things have happened, Hope things change for you, for the better. Good luck yeh.=)

  3. avangardeify avatar

    On Thu, Jul 25, 2013 at 2:04 AM, avangardeify said:

    I can imagine this really sucks, I wish you good luck for your surgery and the time after. But don't give up!! There'll be happier days ahead, I'm sure. And even if you can't have kids on your own, there are other options, in case you consider. I keep fingers crossed, all the best to you!

  4. Sunset_Tahoe avatar

    On Wed, Jul 24, 2013 at 10:17 PM, Sunset_Tahoe said:

    I would, but I don't have any other choice. It is growing too fast for me to seek out any other treatment..

  5. faithann avatar

    On Wed, Jul 24, 2013 at 1:58 PM, faithann said:

    I was also told that as a kid i have turners mozaic syndrome now i am 31 with two kids so don't give up hope. seek other doctors get a second option look in to other ways for treatments

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