OK my mind's blank. I can't remember anything but for some reason this blurred memory keeps coming back to me. Vision ,preminition, I don't know what the fuck it means. But it's still there and it keeps flashing in and out of my membrane.
My conscience tells me to sleep as my heart skips another beat! And again here comes this fucking memory! So lost and confused as I fall into a comatose state then I realize this whole time I've been having what they call an OBE. Out of body experience is an experience that I can keep! Full of peace and weightlessness, you'll feel so light and wonderful. Magical, mysterious and unexplained much like the way I snapped back into a harsh reality.
Revived, I survived. Died for just a moment.
Now I'm back alive, thriving and full of that moment! Then that memory came back to me, and I saw me as a kid playing so humbly, carelessly with a smile on face. And in a flash in an instant I realised that I'm gonna be OK!

*found this, not sure what it is, poem/song, or if I wrote down a rap lol, but the date I had on it in my notebook was 8/13/03...I was only 13 when i wrote this WOW! It's very weird and random lol, don't know what was going through my head when i wrote this lol. But I kind of enjoyed it when i read it. You can tell I was young lol.*