Why am I running, I need to stay. If I don't confront the problem it's liable to kill me. Consume me, eat me up inside. And I'm not done I want to enjoy my life. If I die, atleast I'll know I tried. All the bullshit will be cleared of my mind. All this time I've been trying to hide. Not from anyone but myself!

Is it me your looking for? I'm sorry I didn't mean to be this way!
Is it me your asking for? I'm sorry I had to complicate things!
Is it me your feeling for? I'm sorry it shows on the outside!
Was it me all this time (Running scared you need to slow down!)

Why do I let the little things get to me. Always mad at everyone and everything. Don't hate me, just help me. I want to stop hurting and just start living, but it's hard with all the hate that's within me. Killing myself over things that should not be. For some reason they are that bad for me. All this time I've been trying to hide. Not from anyone but myself!

Is it me your looking for? I'm sorry I didn't mean to be this way!
Is it me your asking for? I'm sorry I had to complicate things!
Is it me your feeling for? I'm sorry it shows on the outside!

Is it me your looking for? I'm sorry I didn't mean to be this way!
Is it me your asking for? I'm sorry I had to complicate things!
Is it me your feeling for? I'm sorry it shows on the outside!
Was it me all this time (Running scared you need to slow down!)

Turn around and face the mirror. When I see myself I cry. Dig inside and pour my heart out. Grit my teeth and open my eyes.

Is it me your looking for? I'm sorry I didn't mean to be this way!
Is it me your asking for? I'm sorry I had to complicate things!
Is it me your feeling for? I'm sorry it shows on the outside!

Is it me your looking for? I'm sorry I didn't mean to be this way!
Is it me your asking for? I'm sorry I had to complicate things!
Is it me your feeling for? I'm sorry it shows on the outside!
Was it me all this time (Running scared you need to slow down!)

*this song is about people that really let things get to them and they know they need to stop because it's not only hurting themselves but also the people around them.*