what am i searching for?
A missing piece of my self seems to have been erased. How, I don't know. Why do I search for it? Sometimes I feel as though my life isn''t going the way I all thought. I seemed to have changed into something I am not. How do you go back? How do you search for yourself after already making a life with the self that you are not? Do you get up and leave, to never return? Or you do push it aside and let it eat you alive until you die? I am at a blockade and I cannot break through. Help me out. What do I do?