still in shock
i feel i still haven't really 100% grasped the fact that head is back, i know i am slowly getting to that point because yesterday at work i was listening to the first 6 albums and i just wanted to cry but because i was at work i didn't want to look like a weirdo lol. i always knew he would come back and i think years ago i did say 2013 he would, i could feel it something was going on. to me having head back is a huge thing for korn, don't get me wrong i love the all the albums without head but you could tell it was lacking head. so to think there is a new cd with him on it, it's just too much, best thing EVER!!! i cried for 2 days when he left, so bad that one of my eyes swelled up and i could barely see out of it lol. i didn't look too good, believe that! i've been lucky enough to see head play live 7 times with korn, and i remember the last show i seen him at was november of 2004 in las vegas, i got to be in the korn kage and at the end of the show, he came by and i got a high five from him. the first time i seen korn without him, was in march in 2006 at the syotos tour in las vegas and i will admit it was sad not seeing him up there, but i adapted to it. so now here we are 2013 and i HOPE to see him with them again, i'm not sure if i will because i am pregnant and due in october and i don't know how that will work but i am so happy he is back in the band because if i can't catch him this year i know i will in the future!!! i know when i do it is gonna be the most emotional, intense korn show ever and i can't wait!!