sooooo i had my baby

Fri, Oct 11, 2013 at 12:11 PM By: sH3LLz

some of you knew i was pregnant, i had my son on september 29th, he was 8 days early. crazy to think that i am a mom now. i always said i never wanted kids and about a year ago i started thinking that maybe i did want to have kids and then 2 months after i had that thought i got pregnant. so i believe it was meant to be :) labor was fast thank god, that was some pain lol. i didn't know how overwhelming it was to be a first time parent, i was crying a lot because it was a lot to deal with, the days are getting easier though. it's like you want to be the best parent you can be and when you don't know why the baby is crying or spitting up or not pooping, it makes you feel bad, you just want to help them but i am trying to stay positive and realize that he's just a little baby and he's trying to adjust, and me and him will adjust together. having him has made me and his dad so much closer, it makes me want to cry thinking about it because we've been through a lot and are still together but this is something brand new for us and he's helped me so much and has been such an awesome dad, and i can tell he really loves his boy. it makes me happy knowing that. he's even more paranoid than me sometimes lol. i have a routine now, everytime i get up to feed baby, i put on paradigm shift and listen to a few songs and then go back to bed lol. it's helping a lot. which by the way i LOVE the cd, the boys did an awesome job. it's up there on the list for favorite albums :)

  1. sH3LLz avatar

    On Fri, Mar 7, 2014 at 10:30 AM, sH3LLz said:

    thank you to the latest posts!!!

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    On Thu, Mar 6, 2014 at 10:45 AM, KR33PEE said:

    Congrats sh33lz, been a while since I hung out here, with R3AL KoRn fans. Trolls Suck!

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    On Sat, Feb 15, 2014 at 12:17 PM, pandemonium23 said:

    I know this was posted awhile ago, but I congratulate you and your new baby boy, his name is awesome, and he really sounds like a cutie, and you sound like an awesome mom! Especially if you play KoRn, and teach him your ways! :P

  4. JPrice191 avatar

    On Mon, Oct 14, 2013 at 9:51 AM, JPrice191 said:

    you can name him Pirate or Zeppelin, lol..

  5. sH3LLz avatar

    On Sun, Oct 13, 2013 at 8:34 PM, sH3LLz said:

    Ty everyone!!!!! His name is Zavien :) and the paradigm shift is a very fitting title for me, crazy lol

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    On Sun, Oct 13, 2013 at 10:41 AM, Sussi said:

    Congrats! Glad to hear you are all doing ok :-)

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    On Sat, Oct 12, 2013 at 10:24 PM, kfan78 said:

    Congrats!!!!!! When the postpartum hormone roller coaster is over, you will be in the full swing of things. You got this!
    Take care! blessings to you and yours

    \m/ Keep Bangin \m/

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    On Sat, Oct 12, 2013 at 6:15 PM, BP said:

    oh and what's his name??

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    On Sat, Oct 12, 2013 at 6:10 PM, BP said:

    I was hoping you would let us know and now you posted this! I'm very happy to hear you are both well! A newborn just has no settled pattern yet-it will get more regular (maybe not easier!) You are doing the right thing by resting a lot. :)

  10. avangardeify avatar

    On Sat, Oct 12, 2013 at 7:58 AM, avangardeify said:

    Congratulations, I'm very happy for you!

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