I have been pushed around all this while
My quietness people take it for stupidity
Came back from school with a black eye and swollen lip
I don’t want to be innocent again
Mum says be a good son. Why?
Crying is for the weak
It is not that I can’t fight but am living up to my mum expectations
Since my dad left, it has been I, mum and my little brother
I promised her am not gonna fight
I think am gonna break this promise

Never felt this pain
The rage is so much to bear
I can’t sleep at night
What’s wrong with me?
The darkness lurks for my soul ready for captivity
The Monster waiting to be unleashed,
That voice in my head
Silent but deadly
Makes you do things you can’t control
That voice calling me in echoes,
Poisoning my mind to destruction
I feel it now with total madness

Release Me! Monster says,
I can’t do without him
I need him now
My self pity, respect and dignity is on the line
I need to punish those who make me cry
Suffer those that spit on my face
Should I give in, am confused

Arrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh
I’m getting infected; there is no cure for this
I feel happy with the darkness over me
It makes me stronger, the power of a god
Into the deep, the journey of no return
I may not come back
It’s the pathway to hell, highway from heaven.

Am just back from school
The monster laughs within me
You should have seen the guy face
My fist came upon his face like Thor hammer
I went berserk, I became uncontrollable
He sinned against me and he needed punishment
My fist soaked in blood
He crossed the wrong path
Mum, sorry I had to do this
Some people needed to be taught some lesson.