Moving forward

Sat, Dec 17, 2011 at 10:28 AM By: Sussi

This last year has been stressful and I feel almost dead inside.

I guess being away from home 11 hours a day and not knowing anyone in this city are two big reasons. I just can´t gather any excitement for anything. I haven´t even decorated my home for christmas yet. And christmas eve is in one week.

I want to live and feel present here and now. Instead it´s like I´m living my life in a bubble that slowly moves forward in time. And I can´t seem to see beyond that bubble.

I meet people at work but as soon as I get home I feel very alone. I want to have friends to spend time with but I have no idea how to meet anyone. I work 70 km from home and most of the people I meet lives there. People I have gotten to know in my home town, all have small kids and a life full of family events.

I´m hoping 2012 will be a great year. I´m hoping 2012 will be the year I meet that someone special to spend the rest of my life with.

I do know one thing, I WILL see Korn live in 2012!

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    On Sat, Dec 17, 2011 at 12:12 PM, Sussi said:

    Yes! You are right Tammie! :-D

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    On Sat, Dec 17, 2011 at 11:08 AM, Tammie said:

    2012 is gonna be a great year all around Sussi!!!!! ;)

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