I erased my blog about going to the concert in London because I realized I couldn´t afford to go and I didn´t want to spell that out to everyone. But now all the dates for the European tour are announced and there are no dates for Scandinavia and I feel really sad and anxious because I really, really, really wanted to go. I just can´t afford the trip and the hotel aswell as the concert and a VIP experience (yes I wanted a VIP too!). I absolutelly think it would be worth the money just to get to be there and listen to JD playing songs in his mobile studio, but I´m a single mom and I just can´t afford it.

On top of that I feel really stressed out over Christmas now. I have spent a fortune on pointless presents and I haven´t even started on the christmas food yet.

I have a headace and I'm gonna cry now.