Elf3’s blog
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You're so beautiful. I don't think you will ever realize the magnitude of your glowing light. You have so much ahead of you. You can do anything you want in life. I'm glad you don't know about me. It would only complicate things for you, which is not something you need. I don't deserve to be around you and your amazing aura. You make new everything you touch, and the world is a better place...
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No one else would have been able to understand. Darkness like thick afternoon fog encircling itself all around my mind, crouching and snarling at me. I had nothing to defend myself with, absolutely nothing. I didn't know of any happiness or confidence, so there were no weapons. I could never make it at home, no one acknowledged or appreciated my effort. I couldn't make it at school. I didn't...
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I haven't done right by you in a very long time, and I am by no means a devoted follower. I've doubted your presence even after getting saved and baptized. I'm in a stage right now as we speak where I'm doubting your existence and not staying in contact with you as I should. I don't deserve anything good from you. I haven't done my best for you, and I truly am sorry. If this is the last...
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Just something so empty and lonely. I'm going back home tomorrow, and I don't know how to act, speak, think, or feel. I'm depressed about it, really. Seeing the places where there was so much pain and fear. It's like I'm trapped in a world of my own creation. Grey everything, and there's an endless and treacherous road ahead of me. I see my mother. God I wish she could get better and be a...
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I have created a Facebook, my friends. ADD ME OR FUCKING DIE: http://www.facebook.com/jamie.sholar.18 Lol...just kidding, but it would be nice to connect with some of you.
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He said I was worth more than two sparrows....sometimes I feel a sparrow's life should be spared instead of mine. The sparrow has a goal in life, and he achieved it just by being born. He knew what he was going to do in life, and he has no problem with it. He doesn't doubt himself or worry about not getting what he needs. The sparrow's life isn't centered around other sparrows and their needs;...
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I remember when I was younger, I had taken many pictures from the family photo albums of my father. I taped them all up on my wall and cried so hard when I looked at them. It was around the time my father wasn't present in my life, and I wanted him to be so bad. I remember having to fold the clothes one night, and I picked up my stepdad's white work t-shirt. I lifted it up to my nose, but it...
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There was once a wolf in a small college town. He spent his days inside of his mind, thinking of all sorts of things. He had a problem, and he knew it. But he didn't try to resolve it, because he thought it was a gift he could use to fight off predators of the world. He looked like a wolf, spoke like a wolf, and walked like a wolf. Deep inside he was a sheep, and he was scared of his future and...
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I just wanted to say 'thank you' to the KoRn site community. When I wrote my first blog here that had to do with my new faith, I did think that I was going to get many hate comments and not be accepted into the community anymore. I have received many comments on all of my blogs and only two or three have been just a tad bit unaccepting or opposing anything I said about my beliefs. The majority...
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I knew it was going to happen sooner or later. He said it would. I have been questioned, spat at, made fun of, and condemned for my belief in Jesus Christ; whom I DO believe died on the cross to save us from our sins. I have an account on a website that is made for posting about things that upset you or things that you've been thinking about. Well, I'll be honest. It's a site for people with...
