Hard times of life.

Mon, Nov 19, 2012 at 9:34 PM By: fearisaplacetolive30

I know that all my life I got rejected from society and from my parent's, it's unbelievable to think of a mother who will not protected, well my mother never did, she would put me in harms way if anything at all, however love was not in the cards for me and my dad never wanted to get to me. I seen my father three different times, and haven't seen him since.

My passion and love for korn goes very deep within because they saved me from trying to take my own life. Their songs open apart of me that I did not even knew a had.
People pretend to be my friend just to mocking me the very next day, everyday there would be a new rumor going around about me, I used to get tripped me and laugh or push me down a flight of stairs. The name calling increased, things like: crack-whore and they said "Lisa is to ugly to live she should kill herself." Painful and it scar's the soul. Everyday I would hear something different and sometimes I would run home crying and I would go to my room shut the put my headphones and listen to korn.

To be honest if I didn't have korn in my life then and now I would not be the same person if weren't were for them.

This might sound a little corny but the member's of korn are my best friend I know them through the music.

  1. MindFreakOnALeashBlakelyRachelle avatar

    On Thu, Nov 22, 2012 at 1:01 PM, MindFreakOnALeashBlakelyRachelle said:

    well, they obviosly don't know what their talking about, any friend of KoRn is a friend of mine :)

  2. Josie avatar

    On Tue, Nov 20, 2012 at 9:37 AM, Josie said:


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    On Tue, Nov 20, 2012 at 1:27 AM, JJexplosion said:

    thats a pretty amazing story, i love hearing stories of how korn saved people from themselves. im glad that korn was there for you. if you need a friend to be there for you, im always here :) oh, im JJ btw

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