Ladies and Gentlemen, Let Me Introduce Myself To You All Of You Lovely Korn Freaks . . .

Sun, Aug 7, 2011 at 11:27 PM By: TrashedWithABitterSweetEnding19

Korn is the only so-called GOD that we all know of and can relate to on many levels in life.
(If you disagree, I honestly don't understand why you even made an account on this website).

Reality check ---> I am a MUTT.
My ethnic background includes . . .
German, Irish, Italian, Polish, Scottish, French, Cherokee Indian, Swedish, Dutch,
and many others that I cannot recall or am not aware of.

As you may have noticed,
I seem very intelligent, proper, and could even be a well-rounded person.
Well, I speak completely different in person compared to my writing or typing.
What I mean when I say that is . . . in person, I could care less about proper
English, grammar, or anything of the sort.
However, when it comes to writing or typing on a screen . . .
it shows that my thoughts are more focused
and planned out when they spew straight from my mind.
Depression, violence, anger, and especially traumatic memories are all
strong factors when it comes to writing. Which means,
if I am not experiencing a strong emotion that influences how I think . . .
my writing is pathetic.

I am very perverted and sarcastic. I'm straight forward with what I say and how I say it.
If I ever offend someone, I apologize in advance because it's nothing personal and I
most definitely didn't mean it in that manner. I am generally a nice person,
to everyone and anyone . . . regardless of their looks or history.
Despite the fact, I am usually the one being judged for my appearance in society.

I'll admit, I do have a bad temper and I am very stubborn.
If I ever end up hating someone, I have a habit of taking my revenge or holding a grudge.
Also, I tend to conjure up these very hostile conversations between myself
and the people I despise in my head. I actually take the time to go back and forth,
with what I would say and how the other person would respond.
Even act out everything that could and even would happen if I confronted the person.
I'm not really sure if I should think of that as a problem . . .
or maybe I'm insane, hearing voices in my head?

I am not straight edge. I drink and smoke, sometimes they become bad habits.
What can I say? I'm not the only one with issues or problems they should try and overcome, that's proven clear.

Just so everyone is aware, I am also probably one of the worst people
you will ever meet when it has to do with insecurity. I think we can all agree . . .
when you constantly hear something your whole life from just about everyone,
even your own family. You will start to believe what is said.
In my case, ugly and stupid is exactly how I think.
I suggest you don't mistake me being self-conscious (about how I am and what I look
like) about "everything in general" as some sort of narcissistic or conceited mentality.
You would be utterly mistaken.

Piercings I used to have :::
Gauges in ears - 00g. Angel bites - 14g. Septum - 14g.

Piercings I have at the moment :::
Spiderbites - 14g. Normal Ear Piercings (2 on the left. 3 on my right.)
Belly Button. And my right nostril.

I'm stuck with one tattoo right now.
I have plenty more ideas for the future of my glorious ink.

I'm a mess, I'm fucked up and I've been through some fucked up shit
as the years have gone by. Everyone can probably relate to that statement,
so I'm up for any type of conversation with anyone. Don't be shy, I respond.

  1. TrashedWithABitterSweetEnding19 avatar

    On Mon, Aug 8, 2011 at 1:14 PM, TrashedWithABitterSweetEnding19 said:

    Thank you for that encouragement,
    I try to be open-minded, try and let others know what I'm about in some way or another. Hopefully, I am accepted as much as the next person. I accept others for who they are and no matter what problems they have . . .

  2. Bene Gesserit avatar

    On Mon, Aug 8, 2011 at 8:10 AM, Bene Gesserit said:

    Wow ur BOLD for spilling all ur magic beans on the table!! I admire that! SeXy KuDoS to yo ass!!!:D

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