I am your worst nightmare . . . and this is as real as I want it to be!
I NEVER said that this would be easy, but you're only the best of a bad situation.



"Everyone you look up to is really just as fucked up as you . . . "
"You don't need to hide my friend, for I am just like you"



I wish I knew then, what I know now.
Maybe it's just my rebellious side, but I've realized that
I've been going against everything I used to stand for.



^^^
Rarely caught sober, I'm better off this way . . .
I think about more than I can forget.

"When you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose.
Pour myself some fucking whiskey and go back to sleep . . . "

"The BEST part about alcohol . . .
is the more you drink, the more you want.
If a little let's you forget a bit of your pain, then
more let's you crawl into a space where
NOTHING hurts. At all."



"I'm not sure why I knew that then,
call it intuition. Whatever it was . . .
my mind swayed from fear and uncertainty;
my heart veered from hurt and bitterness
to the unlikely idea that away from home . . .
my future might blossom with hope."



"I'm not like you, I just fuck up."
You know what they say . . .
One's HAPPINESS is built upon another's suffering.